TJUNG!

Friday, October 17, 2008

Last night was awesome.

Finally 6 hours of sleep, after four consecutive days of studying till 4.30AM and waking up three hours later? Ah, mad rush.

I'm kinda disappointed with my accounting and economics midterm. I know I could've done better if I'd gone through the materials at least a few days before the exam itself. Procrastination kills. I hope there's still a chance for me to boost my grade up. I need to study harder for the next exam!

I love my job but sometimes it gets so tiring.

I think it's a good character training cuz I tend not to get angry easily these days.. I learn to be more patient! HAHA. Yeah the satisfaction of being able to teach something to someone just can't be put into words. I'm glad I took up the job.. :]

Anyway.

At times I need to learn to care, the right way.

Inevitably sometimes I give others the wrong idea, the wrong impression,

False hopes.

Don't wanna go through another cycle of that. I've had enough. How does it feel to give it your all, and end up being stuck alone, lonely, and disappointed.

I guess I don't see a real meaning of it.

Time passes. People change. Feelings fade away.

Flames to dust. Lovers to friends. Why do all good things come to an end.

Even though everything is over, I can't deny that sometimes I still care.

I wonder if you're doing fine. I want to reach out to help, but then I stop, step back, and get reminded of the past.

And I'll turn back and walk away.

My weakness is that, I care too much.

On the other hand, I can't bear to ignore you, push you aside, and be mean.

Why do you have to be so nice. Why why why why why why why why.

Emo.

4:10 PM Tjung!